6/6/2022 EVENING UPDATE on the lovely MAIME
I spoke with Dr. Mauzerall this evening after she had run a CBC (complete blood count) and completed scooping her esophagus. Her findings were not good.
Besides having a grade 4 heart murmur, MAIME is in liver failure and has a high white cell count. Other values are high also (will share report when I receive it). Based on the values, Dr. Mauzerall said she was surprised that MAIME was still standing. She indicated that our poor mare was very stoic.
As if that wasn’t enough of a scare (not unexpected), the scope revealed that this sweet mare has an esophageal tear. The tear or rupture in her throat could have been caused by choke, trauma or a foreign object. This did not occur recently and MAIME has been living with this tear in her throat for a long time. She is unable to eat because food cannot get to her stomach and ends up coming out her nose. She can’t swallow enough food to sustain her body and she is slowly, painfully starving to death.
In a younger, healthier horse, surgery would be an option. In MAIME’s case it is not. Due to her heart murmur, age and overall condition, she would not survive the sedation and procedure. She has been given pain medication, liquids, etc.
I contacted TIER’s local vet for his input just because I needed to talk to a vet that knows me, knows the work we do (thanks to our supporters), has walked with us through our efforts to save horses and would tell me the truth. He said that MAIME needed to go to Horse Heaven. The decision had already been made, but I was hoping for a miracle.
Jennie, of RJF Equine, Inc., who has been caring for MAIME since we rescued her from the killpen had asked to be with MAIME if it turned out that euthanasia was our only answer. Unfortunately, that is the case and Jennie will be with her tomorrow 6/7/2022 as she crosses the Rainbow Bridge. I am heartbroken. I never got to lay hands on her frail body, hug her neck, look into her eyes and let her know how much she was loved. Jennie will do that for me and also take a piece of her mane. For that and all the care that Jennie has given MAIME, the countless checks on her throughout the day and night, trying so many different things for her to try to eat, the brushing, loving, kind words…I cannot thank Jennie enough. This is terribly hard on her too.
MAIME will be released from the pain, the continual struggle. She will be whole, vibrant and healed on the other side of the Rainbow Bridge.
MAIME, you are loved.